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Saturday, November 19, 2005

tiredness has conquered me so many times... i felt nth... except deathness...

worked til 5.30pm... but den i went out at 1pm to meet shuang to go OAL for advices to ICMS... hmmm the director was very nice... and it so happens tat she's goin to Swissotel to help out at the exhibition by Macquerie Uni MBA event... hmmm she gave me and shuang a lift back to the hotel... coz she asked wher i was workin and i told her am goin back to office...

shuang and me lunched at food court anyway... before i headed back to office with a large fries for Aruna... tats her lunch... faints... tats wat she wants... hmmm...

Laura offered to give me and aruna overtime for the day... and every other days to come... hehe :) cool huh!... well anyway left at 5.30pm... even worst den some or my normal early ending work daes... wtf!... sighs... coz i settled the CAfe noel thingy for DHR first... so tat DHR hav less trouble for monday... its realy a chao [DHR... duhz... and becoz of the early wakes... it sucks all the energy for the dae... imagine the tiredness to reach office at 7am alone...] tats cruelty!

we headed to haly hse... well... reached her hse... very erm... dirty... floor not cleaned... hav to sit on floor... juz bee hoon curry puffs and curry chicken... no appetite... aruna wanted to see the bedroom.. wrong choice... open the door only... the smell of no ventilation revolved us... faints... and yea messy... windows not cleaned.... how can she lived like tat! sorry but cant stand... left aft zhen hui they all came... i dun intend to stay ther any longer... and its at yishun! damn bloody far from my hse... hate it... i dun like to travel more den 45mins from my hse anyway...

called shuang to see if she stil goin Harry's but she say they might watch Exocism instead... nah aint wastin my money on tat repeated plot movie... nth much anyway... dun want to go home but... go home la... ling called to ask wher i chillin well... nah am goin home my bag very heavy anyway... she's with linda... hmm... at holland v.... even if wait her go town oso tk times... i dun like to wait!...

reached home... wanted to tell mum abt the OAL thingy... i say one sentence give me the fukin no expression and uninterested look... fuk la... i shut and walked away... only den she ask.. "den..." dun ask for the sake of askin la... dun care already... i hate tis place.... boring work... meet frens juz to drinks and bitch abt others... and others prob. bitchin abt me too... they are selfish parents... think goin overseas spend money... yea but so its my life to choose... they rather pay for hse den my education... FINE...i am takin the loan... and i dun care... i rather die workin den rely on them anyway... have fun and die hard... without me its stil the same to them.

and so i was rite all along... i dun need anyone NO ONE. Humans are juz fake and its so juz bad luck am a human too... since i'm fake too... mixing with other FAKENESS proves overcrowdin... and leadin to extreme fakeness... so yea alone is fine and beter stil.

its a DRAMA WORLD

): `slpiin.tymm*;
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